Hi Im new and I have had major depression for years and i am really bad right now and i really dont know how much longer i can hang on i am so sick i cant breathe i can hardly see i have 3 boys i am living for but i am in so much pain i have been on virtually everything and nothing has worked the pain is so everwhelming i want to just disappear iwalk around with a hood up so the world cant see i even sleep with ahood on i dont talk anymore i dont want to hear anyone i still work cause i have 3 boys to take care of but i have absolutely no hope that i will ever get better im so tired all the time when ever i do anything i get exhausted im tired of crying im tired of being this way im tired of the pain i need some relief