Sex is on my mind all the time; it's starting to drive me nuts. Pretty much every hour of everyday I am having images of sexual acts or sexual fantasies and I would absolutely love to act out all of them, but I have standards for myself and refuse to "just have sex with anyone." I am not that experienced sexually and I desire to learn more. I've always been a very sexual person, but I feel like I have to repress my sexuality because of my morals. I have thought about posting an ad to participate in a threesome before, but I would never go through with it. However, it is a fantasy of mine.

I guess my dilemna is because of my morals I need to be in a relationship to have sex, but I am not really ready for a relationship emotionally, thus my physical needs suffer. I do masturbate, but this is not really satisfying for me because the entire time I just want to feel the touch of someone else. So I usually try to relieve some of my pent up sexual feelings with no success.

I don't really know where I'm going with this, there really isn't anything that can be done probably until I can have the confidence to be in a relationship. I guess I just feel like I am wasting my youth since I am only 23 and can pretty much count on my fingers the number of times I've had sex.