(((((((((zoo))))))))))

PLEASE call T. PLEASE. Remember that you need to call her BEFORE you take anything or she won't talk to you.

This is why T is there. I have been in the same place as you (googling side effects) and it is a bad, bad, scary, sad, awful place to be.

I read once that we really want our PAIN to end, not our life. It won't hurt this bad forever.

Will you call T? And maybe knit while you wait for her to call back, to keep your hands busy? What has worked for you before when you felt like this?

SO many hugs, zoo. Please be safe