Thanks guys, it really means a lot that i can talk to someone and get the help i need. somtimes you need more than friends. but i dont think im ready, my mom has it hard enough dealing with Jenny (my sis) and if i start complaining it will make it harder. I once over heard my mom talking to my older brother about how she almost couldnt take it anymore and almost checked herself into Pine Rest. My family already has a lot going on and i dont wanna make it worse. time heals all wounds... right?