Anyone who chooses to kneel before God, can stand alone against any evil. It's very difficult to let go of anything that hurts anyone as much as this is hurting you. You must constantly look forward and never dwell on the past. Yesterday is dead, and you can not relive it. Live for today and sieze the moment, for tomorrow is not promised! The pain you feel right now will eventually have to pass. When it does, you will be much stronger. Never forget that if God is with you, no one can be against you.
Love eternally, Siegfried.