Thanks for the advice I know its early days but I have to do this and on my own there are too many people who dont understand and think I'm better, my husband now thinks I have started back on them but I cant do it, I just cant.
I feel like I am up against too many people who see me as 'bipolar' someone who 'cant be trusted' I know there are too many so called normal people who think they care yet they dont. My ****ing support person the other day broke that trust by asking me if I would ever harm anyone- the only person I would harm would only ever be me, then the cow agreed with me when I said 'I am ****ed in the head' then tried retracting her words stupid cow! Trust never gained yet forever broken