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I'm sorry that you were mistreated last night. There is no excuse for anybody to ack like that guy did. If it happened to me I would feel just like you do and would want to hurt myself too. It sounds like you are doing an excellent job of dealing with a very difficult occurance. I'm glad that you have a friend to talk to. That's probably the best thing you can do - talking to someone and spending time with a friend you are comfortable with.

Take Care,
Wendy

<font color=red>"Striving for excellence motivates you; striving for perfection is demoralizing." -Harriet Braiker</font color=red>