well apart from finally seeing a new psychologist who i really like an finding out i have more mental illnesses than i thought it was a shock.. but i recieved this from my biological mum who does nothing but puts me down an only time she calls is to abuse me..
cant u see your father if putting you in the position where u r going to loose your mother, brothers and sisters and it doesnt worry him. We have only been trying to protect you cos the finance people who came here knew all about you as well and they can stop your pension and then where does that leave you. I couldnt give a stuff if your father is living with someone else coz Ive given up on him
and realize he is only a user and is only looking out for himself. He dont care about you or how u going to get hurt and I trying to stop that but u wont speak to me and every one over here is really pissed off
No one even rang aaron for his wedding and now he is in big trouble with his
eyes your father should ring him. but as aaron says he has his family and he knows who cares so his not going to have anything to do with your father

now it has played on my mind that he doesnt care even though i know he does deep down... i dont know how to explain it but his started a new relationship an ive been feelin left out an like a 3rd wheel.. how can i make her stop dragging me down so much