Dear all posters and readers alike,

Thank you all kindly for your support. I did not expect such a supportive response. I sincerely appreciate your thought provoking questions, advice and constructive criticism. Some comments were incredibly insightful and have not passed unnoticed. Sincerely, than you. Please know that these lessons will be carried elsewhere and shared.

As per NuckingFuts' post, it appears that I do not have APD and I was wrong to post here. For that I apologise and I sincerely thank you for your time and consideration. Nevertheless, as is apparently accepted and understood, I posted here under the premise that I may have APD. Fortunately I do not. The consensus appears to be that I am simply preoccupied with personal aspirations.

Once again, thank you all again for your support, time, and consideration. It has been greatly appreciated and relieved me greatly.