The thing is I feel a bit threatened that he's coming into my family life too. I don't want him to see how they treat me. When I walk into my parents' house I'm a completely different person and I don't want him to see that either. I have to be strong and act like I don't care when I'm there even when I feel weak. They'll yell at me otherwise and revert to name calling.

I'm so glad he's here though, because now I know that he'll support me, but I'm wondering how far that will go. Would be really protect me or would he run away again like he did before?

I actually want to go back to therapy but can't until I get home. The only thing is I'm not sure if I could really share all of this to my T, at least not right away. I do not feel comfortable sharing with her but well if I don't I'm not really sure what will happen.