Alright, I see what you are saying. Sorry I misunderstood.
Can you describe the "you" that's hidden because of the medicine? What does it take away from you? (I'm not being flippant, I was thinking if you could "talk it out" or sort of make a list of the things you don't like it might help you gain some perspective.)
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