(((((((( genn ))))))))))

It sounds like Gennoah is angry and hurting or maybe trying to protect you. It's difficult to say over the internet. Many parts hold a great deal of the pain, it might be a good idea for you to let her express herself in some way. Be that through listening to music that she likes, or giving her some colouring to do or giving her the opportunity to write it down somehow. All these things can help and also talking it through with your T.

Keep us posted and let us know how you are.