Wow......!!!! Today was crazy! I got a new to me car, then I went and made an amends, then I went and met a newcomer with 4 days, and then I took her with me to the meeting I chaired, and I couldn't find a speaker, and then I told my story. It was....amazing! I didn't have a plan at all, just spoke. And afterwards there was time for discussion and people were thanking me for spending an hour with them, for sharing my experience, for talking about the solution, for not telling a "drunkalog". They said I gave them inspiration, that I'm so successful at four and half months. There was a guy with 2 years of sobriety that said I was one of the best speakers he's ever heard. It was just awesome! Then I took the newcomer to her mom's work and met her mom, so her mom knew her daughter had really been with someone in the program. It was quite an experience because my new car is a standard and I've never had a standard. So I'm learning how to drive this car and we shrieked a lot haha! Then I drove it home and made some mistakes but I made it home. Wow...I'm exausted!!!!!!!