I understand where you are coming from. I'm the same way. I have a horrible feeling that someone is always with me. It creeps me out and I'm the same way. I have been known to get soap in my eye while washing my face because I couldn't stand not having my eyes open. It scares me to death (leads to my fear of being blind, I'm to pharanoid to have that happen). But I empathize with you completely, sometimes the fear that someone these is so intense I can't do what I always do. Have you ever had something tramatic happen in your life? Such as being stalked or have someone that was very possessive over you. That may make such a fear manifest in the brain. I'm glad that I have found someone that has the same "adventures" as me in life.