thine,

you are here. you are sharing. you are honest and open. that means a lot.

teenage depression is extremely difficult. especially as a girl. (not implying that it's easy as a boy) it always made me angry when people would constantly mention "my hormones", but looking back it is so very true and such a huge factor in how you are feeling and how hard it is to see outside of it at times.

things will change as life goes on. sometimes it will seem good, other times bad, and sometimes it will seem like nothing has changed at all.

you are obviously very intelligent. and that often makes things even more frustrating from the teenage perspective, because no matter how smart you are, you still feel so trapped sometimes.

this is just where you are right NOW. it's ok to feel this way. I promise.