I've been working on this, in the month or so since this thread was first posted. I try to make eye contact w/my T more, especially during the times when I'm feeling really emotional. It has been hard! But I'm trying. I wonder if she notices?

She rearranged her office & got some new furniture in there a couple of weeks ago and that has been weird, I used to look at her bookshelves while I talked but now the bookcase has doors so there's no books to stare at. There's still the window though.

T has also started sitting on the side by the window, instead of the other side of the room like before. It has really be interesting, to see how the sessions "feel" different with just those few changes.