Oh wow, splitimage...what amazing work your T is doing. She must be an inspiring person to be around.
But...I am sorry for you that you have to get by without her until the 11th! No matter WHAT our T's are going off to do, it's hard to be left behind and to have to fend for ourselves.
Is there anyone else who can support you while she's gone? Addictions counselor? Pdoc?
I hope you will come here and let us support you too, if that's helpful.

