I want to cut myself so badly I can't take this anymore. But I think I have a solution... I got a hairtie and flicked it onto my wrist. So it's like cutting except without actually cutting.. I am dying to use my scissors though. I feel like I desperately need them in order to live -- which is basically how I feel right now. I am going to see my school counselor tomorrow. Hopefully I can stop cutting already... Thanks for your support PC.