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I remember I wanted people to love me. I wanted to be accepted by my peers. I wanted to get signatures on my cast and have people carry my books.
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I guess the problem I am having is that I feel like I had a good upbringing. I had two parents who loved me and were there for me.
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Juxtaposed, these two quotes have me wondering? Then back to this one:
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over the years I have had thoughts of hurting myself. This goes way back to when I was a kid and I wanted to fall down and break my leg. When I was working I would have thoughts of throwing myself down the stairs and sometimes I would run my fingernails across my wrists to see what the movement toward cutting them would feel like.
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