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The paranoia… everyone’s watching, judging.
The anxiety… don’t want to leave the house, don’t want to be anywhere unsafe
The pain… what can make it go away? External pain, sleeping away the pain, what do you do with the pain? Why is it there so much.
The irritability… don’t want anyone around, people can’t say or do the right thing.
The days that are good are so few and far between and when you’re feeling good you worry about when that headache and the spiral downward will happen again and the cycle starts all over …………….. again.
It seems that nothing can make me happy for long..
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