heres an update. well ive been doing really good. being more energetic, happy, i smile when i wake up in the morning. but i dont think for a while anymore, here's why.

WELL the police officer that i told the sotry to infrom of a camera phoned my dad and said that they might NOT be able to press charges because i didnt say no. but my psychiatrist told before that even though i didnt say no, doesnt mean i said yes. and she also told me that not being able to say anything or in shock is a normal thing for your body to do at a time like that. plus the police officer didnt even contact my two friends whom i called that exact night. I even showed her the out going calls on my cell and it showed the date and time. All she did was talk to the guy who did it, but he would ovbiously deny it, right? do you guys think thats right?

But anyways, one or two days ago after i got out of the shower a found two bruises on the inside of my legs and its pretty high up.. you think it could be from that night? i mean ive never checked to see if i did have any bruises. think it could be? and should i show my mom them? like could they help with charging him?