this week has just been straight up s*itty. my best friend started putting me down publicly. she was jealous cause i did better than her and i was talking about it. it was a huge deal (tournament. i won my first open). and then some girl was playing with me. she started talking to me anonymously, and then when i tried to find out who she was she started flirting with her and when i told her i was getting tired of the games she got mad and stopped talking to me. i have already been on edge because im borderline failing spanish, and i haven't been doing well in school. i haven't cut in a week and i reaaaaaally want to 
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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