Fox I'm sorry to hear that your so depressed. You are always sounding so up beat, happy, and funny all the time. That in its self has to help you some what. But I know theres a point where that doesn't cut it anymore. Been there and done that. I got tired of putting on the "happy" face, hiding my real pain that no one wanted to hear about or deal with.
There is an over the counter product you could try calleld "Sam e" or something like that - it's a different version of St. Johns Wart that is supposed to help those who are depressed. You could give one of those a try. Its right on the shelf with the vits. It's not back behind the counter with the Sinus meds. Those are the only two that I know of that may help you. St Johns Wart and Sam-e I hope I was able to help you some. Heaven knows you helped me alot!