i watched a movie the other day that involved a girl that cut. to my surprise, the girl was only thirteen. i was amazed. a thirteen year old girl cutting herself?! how can that be? she's only thirteen, how bad can it be at thirteen...

then i remembered i started at thirteen.

now im feeling horrible. i've already been thinking about it a lot, but that movie triggered the hell out of me. especially since it showed the act.

i dont know what im trying to say. i just wanted to get that out.