Everytime i self harm witch is a lot lately It has to be bad..and Has to have stitches otherwise i dont feel i have done it good enough.
Its like a exam if i dont have at least 5 stitches then i fail.
Its Taking over my head and the pain is so bad but i have to go deeper and i take the pain.
I Have OCD and i think it would be something to do with this.
I dont really care right now if it kills me either .
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