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I dont know why or even how but i have become obsessed with a female (not in a sexual way) its like i want her to be my mum.
The female is about 34 and i am 16 and i think about her ALL the time when she talks to me i go over and over what she said in my head..
I tell people that she is my mum e.g taxi drivers and people who would not know the truth.
My mum commited suicide when i was little .
I want this female to be my mum so bad it takes over my head and i am obsessed with her i cant stop thinking about her
It is not in a sexual way at all...its more like i want to be like her and for her to be my mum.
I want her to be my mum and i know she never can be and it makes me wanna die.
I do things so that she notices me thatget me into real trouble..i want her to know i self harm real bad.
I have no idea ...
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