I'm drowning and I am seriously questioning whether to call my Pdoc....I got diagnosed with obsessive thinking (OCD) and my fixations are people....I got dismissed from my tennis for fixating on my tennis coach. (Obession her...Compulsion-texting, calling, meeting up with her...etc) I have no longer any contact with her....However, I have been fixated on another person for over 6 years now...and she came back into my life when I got dismissed from my tennis team....so immediately all that attention went straight to her.....Now I dont get to see her anymore (shes a teacher, i help out her during the winter season) and the anxiety is coming back and the thoughts are resurfacing....I constantly have this urge to get in contact with her....and its starting to become intrusive....I leave for Vaca til the 15th of March tomrrow so even if i call my Pdoc, she really cant help me....So idk if i should just hold off with the call....or do i call just to give her a heads up?