I decided that it was finally time to tell my parents what i was feeling so i wrote a letter to my mom and I put it in her purse before she went to work. It feels good to tell them but i talked to my dad and he said that my mom was balling her eyes out cause she felt so bad and felt like she hasnt been doing a good job parenting. Wehn she gets home ill talk to her. I would like to thank all of your support and prayers, speacial thanks to "opaquemind0 for thier understanding and making me open my eyes. thanks again! im ready to forgive all who have hurt me