Hangingon... very good question! For us, we think it may be just that it will take some time to learn we can trust T. As we are going to more sessions closer together while doing this intense trauma healing work, it feels like it is becoming easier for me to trust him. Wonder if your T would let you do a couple of weeks where you see T 3 times each week? That way you can establish a safer connection and then maybe when you go back to the normal schedule, you will feel closer? Just an idea.