I'm starting to go crazy again and I don't know what to do.

There is something wrong with me, maybe I have OCD too. I didn't e-mail Dr. Bob today, but I still get the urge to off and on. I'm also e-mailing the deputies a lot as well, especialy GG. I'm afraid I may be starting to harass her. I don't know what to do.

It is such a long time before I see someone at the counseling centre and even longer before I am unblocked.

Will people think I'm utterly insane for being so upset over such a stupid thing?

What is wrong with me? I get so upset over tiny little things. E.g. I can't find my ruler so I am furious and think that my life is over now because I can't make a nice graph and I'll get a horrible mark on my lab report.

That happens very often with me and I stop functioning sometimes.

What can help me?