YOu all are so awesome, thank you so much for the support. I took a 3 hour nap but still feel the undercurrent of today's session. EMDR continues to work on me usually for another 2 days so I am trying to prepare for those emotions. I see my T again on Thurs and she said if things go bad tonight with nightmares and flashbacks, she would get me in tomorrow. For those who read that memory of mine, I wrote pull and but I meant pulled off. ICK. What a sicko she was.

My husband has apologized again and might be starting therapy too. I am not sure what to think about him at the moment. I know things are really rough at his work, so many people being let go, ect. BUT I told him that is NO excuse for hurting me or our kids. I told him it is one thing to hurt me, but hurt our kids, this mama bear will eat him and he won't like it one bit.