I really don't know if it had anything to do with something that happened then, but it MIGHT be my problems with relationships in my life... I had one boyfriend who I thought was right for me just because I thought It was 'supposed' to happen and not because I wanted it to. I finally broke up with him, and started dating a guy who was not good for me. He was not my type and he did things that I didn't like, like party too much. I broke up with him and for a while I decided dating was not right for me, so I started hanging out with this guy, and I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not meaning everything) and he never talked to me after. I felt like it was forced and I didn't feel right for so long.
I don't know if all this is the reason, but it may be part of it.