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Originally Posted by AtreyuFreak
The best thing for everyone to remember is that doctors (and nurses, CNAs, and all other health care workers) are people too, with their own messed-up lives. And, believe it or not, doctors can make mistakes! Especially if she was still a resident, it's much more probable that it was something on HER part than yours. You did nothing wrong, and I'm jealous that you can actually be up front about your abuse to your doctor  .
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AtreyuFreak,
Thank you for your post. It helps to be reminded that doctors have real lives too. I was just very limited in what I said, just that I had been attacked. No details or information. It makes it harder to disclose what happened when these types of situations happen. Even if it is about them and not about me. It feels like rejection.
After I was first attacked I tried to get help. But everyone just brushed it off as if nothing had happened. I had to keep telling what had happened. I thought that someone would help me, but no one did. I was literally told by school officials (I was attacked at school) to just go back to class. So I feel rejection especially intensely since I knew I could never depend on my abusive parents. I have to look to others. You're supposed to be able to trust your doctor. I know she never read the intake report because I filled out that I had been attacked in the paperwork. But it didn't make it into my medical records until I saw the NP. The NP was supportive.