PS People, (especially people like "doctors" and the mad admin on another site who took it upon themselves to label and ban people... that was who I was cryptically referring to in my post of so many years ago ) who say one thing and do another are crazy making to me...... as I grew up in an abusive household

So..... no wonder I hide from further abuse or potential abuse.
Or even "act out" sometimes... although I have hit that one on the head for good now. Hiding is so much safer

I have changed my mind and will not accept the APPALLING INADEQUATE 8 sessions offered

I have known several people who that "treatment" has made worse... and I am not surprised. Just as they were perhaps starting to trust the "counsellor"..... sorry dear, time is up

grrrrr
Fuzzy