Googley I am sorry that happened to you. You know I hope you don't feel
completely alone in this. I to can't get a pap's smear in fact the last time I got one they had to put me asleep which they got what they needed.

I can so relate however it hurt you and sometimes I think we have things happen today that we just can't fully process or get past the pain or at least to where one can express it. I know I am working on memmories from 30 plus years ago, I think it's your sub-conscious talking to your conscious part of your brain, does that make sense? Like your conscious part of your mind says okay sub-con what's next on the agenda, does that make sense?

Thanks for posting that because I wasn't sure how to write it up, I'm not good at that.

Hang in there as you always will, we hope, Crew