Just remember that those attributes that you have that make you different are what make you beautiful.
I feel like I am a freak by the way that I act. I more-so feel like other people think I am weird and you know what?I am and I love it! Embrace it! I can't help but think of a wonderful quote from a great t.v show...Weeds...Shane is quite amazing in that he does not conform...his moms friend tells him to "let his freak flag fly" and I just loved that. Be who you are and be proud of who that person is! One thing I always try to tell myself when I feel worried or down is "don't worry about things you can't control" and it helps. I hope you feel better. if you need anything please dont hesitate to message me! I am here for you.
ps: I am epileptic so I understand being misjudged.. I had a seizure in class way back in higschool and everyone treated me like I was from outer space after it happened. People can be funny.
sending you good vibes! you are not alone. dont forget that.