Oh, I SO identify with the feelings expressed in this thread, especially right now!! I have a "good" life: husband, children, and grandchildren, and I love them. But I am still trying to fill up some emptiness via therapy. I hate that I do this, and am struggling to find out why I keep repeating this pattern with Ts. for all of us who are struggling with this. May we come to terms with our feelings and find the love we crave.