{hugs dear sweet byz} no money, no insurance, nobody'll see me without either. There's a clinic on a sliding scale but it's 86+miles one way. I applied for disability was denied and appealed and waiting again.

Thank you for caring so much writer <3

I'm actually going to the city today with my parents I'm going to go to Borders and am wanting to see if they have a guided art therapy book to see if that helps. I just have to find the gift card my grandma sent me.

I'm so irritated with mom. She woke me up I got ready and now I'm just trying to type this out with her standing in my doorway saying "let's go, c'mon" I still have to find my borders card and put my tip money in a bag and check my bank to see how much I have. I hate being rushed and she kept saying "relaaaax". I hate that word she says it just how I spelled it. I snapped at her cause I'm just trying to say one thing to you guys and now I forget what. And I'm having a bad hair day. OMG now dad's friend called saying he's going to come over so why in the world is mom rushing to go when dad's not ready yet???