Hello Nerina,That Poem You Wrote was really beautiful. I'm really not sure that holding back your feelings is really good for you. I am not a psychiatrist, but I think talking to someone about this depression that you have would really be helpful. Right now I am on antidepressant medication and I see a therapist once a week. It is still very very hard, but I guess we have to try. My son held things in as a young boy and he committed suicide. I don't mean to imply that you would, but it is best that you find help.
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