Well back on the meds dunno whether I made a good choice or not, really! I feel dead again how can anybody in their right mind stand this I kind of wish I had never bothered asking for help in the first place as seems all like a waste of time. I cancelled my psych appointment and now my support worker hasnt even bothered to make contact Good serves me right. Hope I can be discharged from the system and just plod along like I have always done not bothering anyone. I'm fed up thinking, talking, breathing bipolar