Is that weird? Maybe it's just because the only two scars that I could say I like are aesthetically pleasing... one's a swirly design on the hand/wrist and the other's a symmetrical snowflake on my thigh...
The others I just hate. They're just...ugly lines. No beauty in them. Just self-hatred. And guilt. And shame. Parallel lines in almost perfect order. Mundane, almost...
But I like the artsy scars. There's beauty in their pain. To me, they're not just ordinary scars... I think I'd be ok with keeping those...
Anyone ever WANT to keep their scars? Maybe a certain few that have uber special meaning, or something? :/
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