My appointment with the SSDI appointed pdoc is toiday at noon.

I'm nervous.

A lot to talk about given all the treatment I've been through/am going through this past year.

2 indiv. T's, group therapy, pdoc, Partial Hospitalization a year ago, Day Treatment sprign until July last year.

I've also tried doing some productive things this past year under prssure from T's and programs. Little sucess, but some. But minor volunteer stuff 20 hours over the year since June '09. None paid. Not for an organization. A lot of failed attempts--far more. I fear that even having tried will make me look better than I am.

This is a Re-Evaluation, not an initial evaluation, so if anyone has experience with Re-Eval for mental illness and can offer comments, or words of support, I'd appreciate it.