Okay so i lost control of myself the past two days. I went from not cutting in over a week to Cutting myself 37 times in two days. I hated myself to i tried to cut myself into pieces. or at least the parts of me i hated i tried to cut away and its so rediculous. I just looked into the mirror and saw what i hated and tried to remove it and it did not go well and now it looks worse than ever.