well to be perfectly honenst it came from me hating the way i look... i mean its narsacistic for a guy but i hated that part of me alot... and i hated myself for not telling my dad the truth about seeing him in the emergency room. it was something that the family wants to hide but i felt it needed out but just couldnt tell him and i hated myself that i couldnt hurt him
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Watch All, Love Few, Fear None
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Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Formally known as enditnow92
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