Angie putting up a fake smile takes a lot of work and is even harder to find a way to take it down. I try and make everyone happy as well and it drives you to insanity. Keep posting and talking to us.You don't need to hide it from all of us on this site so it can be a kind of release for you, you don't have to pretend or fake. I know i am pretty young but if you want someone to talk to i will listen. I hope this helps