Maybe I could ship but dunno till I get started. I woke up early but by the time I showered and caught up on stuff on PC it was time for me to leave for work. I'm the world's biggest procrastinator lol!

Today I'm doing a lot better than the past two days. I started reading the CBT book this morning and am trying to remember the affirmations on the cheat sheet. I'm hoping that all this helps me get back to my positive minded self that everyone loves. I'm also hoping I'll be able to get back out of me enough to be of use to everyone else.

I've been so unfocused lately I think I'm just ruining things for everyone else especially here on PC. But I'm not giving up. I can get through this with help.