So the hair pulling is getting out of control. I've tried everything, but I can't stop. I'm seriously thinking about cutting all my hair off.

It's not even the fact that it takes so frackin' long to find the "right" one. Then I loose it and have to start all over again.

When I finally get the "right" one, then I have to examine it, until I decide that it's not actually the "right" one, then the process starts all over again.