Hi again,

Do you mind if I am completely honest?

Your girlfriend is going to drive you crazy with this situation and you're going to go around and around in circles. She seems to be very much in control of the situation, but, you have to be strong and take control yourself now. I know you want to hang on to the relationship and trust me, I know how that feels, I've been through something similiar myself and its the most painful thing. You're in a kind of "limbo" and the not knowing where you stand with the relationship is clearly agonising for you. I would end the relationship and start the grieving process (easier said than done, and I know how painful this is) but we will be here for you if you need us. Write every day if you need to but please break this destructive pattern, you dont deserve it. Love and happiness is what you should be aiming for and you're not finding it with this person are you?

We will be here ok?

Gez

Gez