I had to reply to this, because I've had this exact thought a million times since I was about 12. What the hell did I do to deserve this? What did I do so wrong? Aren't I a good person?
If there is one thing I learned from therapy, it's that there is always someone doing worse than you. It's bad, yes, but at least I'm not starving to death in Somalia, thank God.
Nobody asked for this, but it's just our burden to bear. Believe me, I've had the exact same though a million times.
Best of luck to you.
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