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Old Mar 04, 2010, 11:32 PM
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It would be close to 100, in the 90's at least. I don't know. I've been unable to keep track of time. I've done some reading on dissociative disorders and I don't have those symptoms at all. I don't know why the score for it was so high (75). I have been transitioning from hypomania to the "midpoint" now for the last couple weeks. I'm just kind of wiped out...like all the energy I expended has finally caught up with me. Wow, that depakote works fast! "Get out of here, no mania for you!" I had a couple auditory hallucinations last night. That's unusual for me. I think my personality makes me less prone to having hallucinations. Because I'm such a skeptic. I would just never believe that I am actually experiencing a hallucination. There MUST be some sort of explanation for it. That's how my mind works. I don't believe anything. So, while it does freak me out, I think I recover from them ok. I dunno, probably just a lot of weird stuff happening with the mood transition, drug transition, trying to lessen my use of benzo's at night (which is NOT going to happen right now), and sleep issues.

Oh, and my vision sucks. I have to always increase the font size here on the laptop. It's weird. I put my glasses on and it doesn't make a difference. My eyes are bloodshot. Maybe they are just dry.
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